having a kid....

Will i ever b ready to have a kid,,,,
yeah i knw hw to handle a baby...
yeah i knw i will b patient tru the entire cry fest...
yeha i knw hw to protect and still nt inhibit the growth ...
yeha i knw i can...
i also knw tats nt waht i want now....
Wat i want nw is time for myself...
Time to do all the things i never have done..
Time to travel...
Time to grow
Time to figure out who i am...
Time to expand who i am...
a kid....!!
a kid some how seems like a fullstop for me...
and i am nt gonna put tat one on my life on my own....
not now...
not for another 5 years atleast may b
i hope so....
I seriously to god hope so...
hmm...
even then will i ever  need a  kid  in my life.
ariyilla...
hmm....
pandarams...