One reason y we all love campus movies.. even ones with  mention of a certain podimeesha and undakanni is cause wat we had in college was not at all perfect..
College was nt just about making friends
or having fun...
:) when we watch these movies they help us in some ways to feel something which we had enviosoned in our minds...
they gives us colsure :)

I miss

I miss those evenings when i used to sit curled up in a corner ...
i miss those moments when i could feel my heart crunching...
I miss those evenings when my friends deserted me and i felt all was lost...
Now i am stronger yet I miss the innocence that made me feel..
Even now i love people bt the i nolonger give people ability to hurt me...
I miss tat...
not sure if i am ready for it.. just tat i miss it

:)

Its strange that i am limited by words defined by people who didn't know me to express my emotions my feelings my relations..
its making me feel there is no real creativity in writing...just .....
unless there is something like abstract writing where only the person who wrote it understands it..where the writer is not limited by the interpretations of the words....
fuck i am stuck....writing cant b the only way for me to express who i am....

facebook
skype
gtalk....
what all we will do to b not alone...
when will we learn to accept the solitude..
great things were never achieved by crouds..but by people who worked alone...

Ayn rand....

atlas shrugged moved me in was fountainhead didn't...
may b the fact tat i am coming out from the comfort zone created by facebook that my life is happening and i am surrounded by friends added to it...
any which ways i am glad i chose to wait soo long before reading it :)

enikku vattanu

ille y do i think soo much
y are my feelings sooo intense
never were my feelings forever...
bt when i feel them its.....
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............
seriously vattanu enikku

Death...

death of people now thats one certainty i have come to terms with...people die...each day each moment...fathers mothers sisters brothers friends wives husbands kids classmates colleagues complete strangers all die by the bunch every moment...
death of relationships how ever haunt me....how it can b tat one time a person meant everything to u and then one fine day its all just memeories....
bt tats also a fact i guess from wat i have seen around me there are no relns tat survive fr ever...
:(
now need to figure out a way to accept that