argh...

life at times is frustrating for no reason whats so ever...
i know easy way outs from this..
follow a religion completely
follow the rules set by the society completely...

but i am incapable to do it...
i really am....
the more i feel the restrictions the more rebellious i become...'

enthakumo entho...
i dont evewn know wat fck i am frustrated abt now...
hmm...
fck shit,.....

Anwar..

Anwar...yet to watch the movie..
But liked it...
Felt good tat th film indistruy in my state is comin back..
and the girl looked gorgeous in the dres...
made me realise tat at some level i still have the muslim taste ;)

Manas

A 1200 km ride in 2 nights... 

a 300 km detour just cause we were 20 minutes late to reach the check post..

3 wild elephant sightings..a 100 km dense fog ride followed by a 50 km awesome rain ride..

sighting school children in their uniform at a forest still carrying their school bags at night 2 o clock...

a car that looks like it has just been through a dirt ralley...Well It was not just another week end :)

And i am glad I gt married to a the girl who will not put up a face when i did all this to b with my friend.. who in fact was right next to me through all this :)

and kit.. and Manas...

I am glad i met them..

:)

:)

No matter how pointless our existence may seem... or is...
its a beautiful world out there...
With wonderful people...with wonderful places....
and we can make it even more better...

remember this ... it may be a pointless existence
all rotting organic matter...
but nothing or no one can take away the feeling of exuberance that one get when one is living a truly fulfilling life...
not clouded by the things that could have been.. or by the things that should never have been..

:)
Spread a smile...
may be one day the smile will come back to you.

,,,

I dont know more than half of my class mates...
most of them dont know me too...
My collegues....
My friends..
My family...

What is it that makes me me...
is it any or all of these...
Am i also one of those eager to please...
Is my individuality act nothin but a effort to fit in...

Planniung to geta bullet...a single seater one too...
for my journeys which i know are far from over...

Not in search of tits to forget myself...
but in search of all thats mine which is scattered around the world..
Which i am yet to discover..

its cheesy i know but just felt like posting this link here..
ma next dream... http://www.royalenfield.com/images//downloads/feb10/1024x768.jpg