Naah i am nt talking abt the cigarette but thats there in my hand...
just about me....
even after countless arguments with myself about the complete stupidity and meaninglessness of human existence in general and mine in very particular i still cant always fight the urge to note down my thoughts once in a while here and there:)
Life on a whole is beautiful now:)
Still not quite thee man i was hoping to be but way ahead of the one i was...
people who knew me from college days may think i have lost my attitude...my edge cause i am no longer the carefree asshole i was who didn't give a fck abt anything ..
I have come to understand tat its easy to nt care abt anything ..or any one..
the hard part is to actually care abt some one..or something..
To look life in the face and say yeah i know my actions are not going to be echoed in eternity...
yeah i know i am just decaying organic material...
yeah i know i am not unique...
But even then for me life matters...
Life is worth living..
Life is worth all the shit :)
and my cig gt over soo... good night :)
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Achu
