Naustalgia

Today after as long time or rather for the first time I missed things as they used to be once....
Missed chudukaad and Oachira
Missed my grand parents as people in charge
Missed my cousins as noon manipulative calculating bitches

Motel of the day don't sleep in the noon..:-D

Is this it ?

Every bad thing that ever happened in my life something has changed in me deep down always...
Is this it is this my final chance tho quit....
Will be interesting if it is..

Still hate the unpredictably and irreversibility of life..