They just keep on going round and round in my head...
my thoughts....
i think of dying...of killing
thoughts of lust of love...
thoughts that are utterly meaningless...
thoughts that are amazing...
i think of a life that can be amazing..and also about the pointlessness of it alll
i think of a god that could have been awesome..but who remains as just a could have been...

cigarettes..drinks...music..travel..arties...all help me nt think...
they help me be sane...by my own definition:)